I generally love life........Have a collection of self help books that would make anyone think that I was a guru on this aspect of life by now......Well sadly to say I'm not.
I still have to learn to bring all the knowledge that is sitting in my beautifully compartmented computer like brain and transfer it to my heart and start living it. Like my sweet mamma said, " Helen! Stop talking the talk and start walking the walk!" That was six years ago.........
I have lived lifetimes in those six years and still continue to on this awesome road of self discovery.
If I look back over my life till now, this point where I'm typing this, and see how connected I was to myself, I am shocked to discover that I really didnt have a clue what lay ahead of me.
At the tender age of 9 years old I knew there had to be more to life than just getting up in the morning, eating breakfast, going to school/work, coming home, eating super, going to bed, all to have the cycle repeated the next day and the next and so on......
But being a child, these thoughts were seen as depression and I often thought "what was wrong with me????"
As it turns out, HOWEVER, I have discovered that at almost 42 years old that I wasnt crazy or depressed or even that anything was wrong with me.....NOT AT ALL......
My soul journey started in 2004 when I felt that I was losing my soul. That I was losing the one last part of me that was hanging on to a thread and that made me who I was and defined the essence of ME!
Very scarry place to be in. Since taking the road less travelled by most people in this lifetime, I have had the most awesome experiences and have made very conscious choices for my life and try to live by them.
This being said doesnt mean that my life is a bunch of roses, but my life is interesting and I celebrate in the experiences of situations that bring good or bad circumstances for me to learn whatever lesson it is I'm supposed to learn from it. To be thankful and greatful for the chance, knowing that everything is happening for my higher good.
So I leave you with this thought.....
Every day is a brand new day....A day to start over.....A day to experience the awesomeness of yourself and the world around you. A new to day learn new things about yourself and to improve yourself. So take this opportunity now to sit and look at your life right now and say thank you for all the things that you love and know that tomorrow you get another chance to do it again......
Blessings,
Hellymelly.
